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For as long as I could remember my adulthood, my mother would repeat one phrase all of the time:

… life is rough."

I am writing this, essay, in a moment of angst, discontent, anger, fear, hate and all those things one spends a great deal of time not wanting to be in those moments.

I am tired.

Extremely tired.

… tired of dreaming."

Waking up.

 
dreaming, waking, life, angst, discontent, anger, fear, hate
#01

This is by far the saddest writing that you've penned :(

( I'm honestly tempted to say "Don't stop dreaming." But who the f*ck am I? I have never even walked a millimeter in your shoes. )

All I can say is that you are loved.

*I know that "love" pays rent - not.

#02

Thank you.

  • lebogang
    nkoane
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  • 12h09, Sat 18th
    Jun 2011
#03

I am not sure what to say? I am also tempted to say " why stop dreaming when you wake?"

You are an inspiration to me and indirectly you have helped me shape my life based on some values you have shared.

Stay strong through this roughness brva.

#04

Thank you.

  • lebogang
    nkoane
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  • 15h36, Mon 20th
    Jun 2011
#05

I can't say i know you well enough, but still this seems out of character, almost hopeless. I hope things get better, cause i believe you've still got alot to give.

“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world. ” Oscar WildeI can't say i know you well enough, but still this seems out of character, almost hopeless. I hope things get better, cause i believe you've still got alot to give.

“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world. ” Oscar Wilde

#06

Thank you, for your kind words.

  • lebogang
    nkoane
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  • 13h04, Sat 02nd
    Jul 2011
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  3. can find out who I am from this
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