Hello.
I am afraid to write anything — I have been afraid, for a month now. I no longer trust what this mind is contemplating.
Seriously,
I fear how far it is willing to go — deeper and deeper into the darkness, the proverbial abyss.
So, instead of compiling words with extreme angst and disillusions, I'd rather wait, until I am able to tame this mind into not affecting my state of being through it's rampant thoughts.
I know, it sounds pseudo-quasi-emo, but, that's what it is, at the least in these parts of the mind.
Breathe.