of what I was going to write about next.
but I got interrupted, I am still interrupted, I am waiting for the interruption to end, then maybe I'll remember.
but, whilst I am here with a mind thats running around in thoughts, I might as well, write something about whatever.
hmmm,,, I got nothing, this interruption is rather more powerful than I thought.
Oh, here is a thought that crossed my mind yesterday:
what is your darkest fear?
that thing you fear the most? does it change over time? or does it get worse over time?
I have realised that with me, it gets worse over time, gets scarier over time.
no amount of pseudo-intelligent-dr-phil-esque-bite-size wisdom can shake the fear off.
I am hoping, through meditation, I can fight it.