Creative depression

Wow, I just realised the last time I wrote was on the 11th of June.  Strange how time has flown by, infact, this year is on a marathon, yo!

Anywhoo, I don't fully understand this phenomena:

everytime I drop a new website (in this case STUDIO83) I get depressed.  I don't mean depressed like Kurt Kobain, but I feel drained, tired, even though I haven't done anything after the launch.

alas, that is where I am --- and I need to find energy to work another project, pronto (due end of week).

I am hoping after this project --- I'll ge time to drop a new design to this here (blog?).

and I also want to go on a marathon of just posting new stuff as I go along, without thought --- I think too much.

But, here is what is disturbing me, two people in a space of 1 hour who were not in the same space, said this, about me:

you are predictable.

I don't quite like that --- but I guess its true, at least of how I am percieved.  We have to work on that, a man my age (and thats another thing disturbing me) cannot be predictable.

in 8 years I'll be 40 years old.

I am not happy with that at all.

 
age, creativity, depression, predictability, self
  1. , , confirm
  2. that this is my and you
  3. can find out who I am from this
  4. With that said ,
  5. is what I wanted to with you. — and yes, please