It has been a rather interesting week. Met with a woman I was hoping, dreaming and believed is 'the one'. I still feel that way.
Albeit, it didn't pan out as imagined. Ah, at least she knows how I feel, I can only demand that much.
The beauty of getting something of your chest, is that, it's off your chest. One can only move on, from hence forth, and just maybe, find the same emotion re-surfacing with another person. I am not aiming for that, my heart is too fragile to be all 'lovey dovey' at any given moment.
I think a line from Love, Actually sums up how I manage the chaotic state of emotions:
It's a... self-preservation thing, you see.
the good news though, is that, ever since I returned from Mozambique, I have bathed every single day. This 'being' clean thing is quite refreshing.
I think I might enjoy it.
1ove(d), her.
That's my favourite line in the whole movie! I guess all I'm saying is, I ain't the "getting it off the chest" type. I can carry it for years! Jeeeeze, I should be given an award or something. SHEESH!
Nation
Jan 2009
water is an amazing thing. my sister left behind this book on water. I started reading it. Says something about how you should be careful what you say, cause crystals in your body (X% of your body is made up of water) - hence the whole saying about you are what you say - to form whatever positive or negative words you say.
My point realloy is this, that water is an amazing thing. It is the most underrated thing in the world. Ever been pissed off in the bath and stayed pissed off? its a true healer I reckon. Blah blah bhla.
Anyway, isn't it just wonderful to just love? That whole thing about romantic love i mentioned the other day. Anyway, I think its just wonderful to just love, randomly and deeply and without real reason.
Hm. Anyway - wwwwwwwwaaaaaaaaaaaasuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuup!
Jan 2009
ya, bathong hlapa everyday.
stay clean.
and on coming clean,
that is great!
i should do the same, no matter how embarrassing it is...
Jan 2009