Today, this night (Monday, 12th Jan that is) has been a trip. There is a lot to be said, a lot to digest, a lot to deal with, nothing I can't handle though, handling it is way too easy.
Alas, like Johnny Walker, we keep on walking.
Okay, there is something I am not telling huh? Well, it's tha thing you know, when its best that I don't divulge all the gory details of it.
In short, this is what I think is a good idea:
One should be able to give up the one thing s/he wants/needs the most.
Regardless of the consequences of it, to give it up, is to truly know what it's worth to you --- I did that, tonight (note the date above), was not my intention, but I guess I gave it up a few weeks ago, tonight it just became truth.
It does not matter if they come back to me or not, what matters now I truly know what I have lost and given the same scenario again, I'll do the exact same thing.
Quick question:
What do women get from questioning a man's sense of being?
Whatever the women expects to get, I can guarantee you one thing: You will not enjoy the results of it.
Anywho, I need to finish some work, before I can sleep. Que on that question, in fact, lets make the question:
What do you get from questioning another person's sense of being?
especially, when you think you have a better 'sense of being' as the next person.
Good night/morning.

hm. I'm not sure I understand your question. Atleast the way you mean for me(reader) to understand it. But given what I think you mean, it really depends on your relationship wiht that person.
What you would get ideally, if you are of good intentions - is for the person to maybe see things differently to how they've seen them. Perhaps you want to coerse them into being more like you?
If you have ill intentions - then you mean for that person to feel awkward about themselves? Like there's something wrong with them?
Its so funny your question. Funny sad. I probably would have gotten pissed off with people that do that. Question your being...yourself essentially isn't it. So here you are - heartwarmer - loving life, loving yourself, loving your being. Enter other body who questions you? Why o le so? Up until that moment - all was well with yourself. The other body has essentially put your out of balance. Not cool.
You are very cryptic.
Jan 2009
on the bit about giving up what is worth the most to you. There's a line in Vicky Christina Barcelona where Penelope Cruz' character says, "unfulfilled love is the most romantic love there is".
Similarly, most people only appreciate the things they don't have.
But it is possible to have something and still treasure it - this only happens when you fear ever losing it.
not sure what my point is I'm afraid.
Jan 2009
;-) @ cryptic.
I am only cryptic, because, I rather not hurt the person, that hurt me,,, see?
I agree with on the 'sense of being' --- but I am not sure 'bout that 'unfulfilled love', probably romantic, but it must be hell to live through it.
nkoane
Jan 2009
that is painfully funny!!
cakle cackle!hikikiki!!
it is rather cryptic.hihi,i am lost, not sure what you mean by somebody questioning your being?
how does one do that?...question your being...
sounds hectic
Feb 2009