You know, they say if a entrepenuer can survive the first 3 years, they are most likely to stay that way. What they do not tell you is that towards the 3 year mark, it's tough, it's difficult.
Also, there is a lot of talk about 'starting a business', but nobody tells you how to stay in business. Starting is easy, running it, is hard.
But, that is the least of my problems right now. It does not matter if my business works out or not, what I do know is that, I am tired.
My Qi (chi) is effed. I have no inspiration. I have no drive. I am no longer motivated.
but, above it all, I think I am tired of fighting. I am tired of 'paying my dues', in the words of a ballad I don't remember the artist: I can't give anymore.
I rest. I don't want to fight anymore, I need peace, I need silence, I need harmony, I need to be content. I need balance.
So, I think it's best to say that I won't fight anymore. I will breath, I will feel, I will live, but I won't fight to be so.
Yeah...but you must not discount the fact that entrepreneurs, too, must rest! Don't be too hard on yourself. It is not always time to go, go, go...Sometimes you have to stand still, look behind you...look in front of you...sit your ass down...and think about it a little....It ain't a crime!
Nation
Nov 2007
true.
LuLu! Stru!
Nov 2007