Cut.

What is a cut? What do you mean you have cut? Am I your cut? Whose is your cut?  These are the questions I keep getting every time I mention the phrase, "I have my cut."  In short an example of my cut, is Cassie.

My cut, defines a group of girls/women/chicks/honeys that fit specific physical attributes.  I think I alluded to it a while back about wanting models, that is part of my cut.  Not to say what I want has to be a model, barring the fact that now, I like ghetto girls, man they rock.

Let me not get distracted about ghetto girls, back to the cut, but dam they hot.

Somebody said, I was being shallow, I replied, I'd rather be shallow than be with a person and want to fuck everybody else, because they fit into my cut.  My cut has to do with physical attraction.  I'd rather seek out a hot chick that is also a fantastic person, with all that good person qualities that we all seek, than be with a girl that is wack but also has all that good interpersonal stuff.

A friend of mine once said, "All chicks are fucked up, I'd rather deal with a fucked up hot chick."  I agree with that.  Alas, the current debate with another friend is about, 'conversation'.  He says he loves the company of women with whom he can have a 'solid' conversation.  I say that is true and that is required, but that does not mean hot chicks lack the capability of good conversation, so I'd rather find my cut with good conversation.

Dilenda!

A few months back, I got to see Cassie's video, 'You & Me', and I realised, why can't I have a girl like that? The answer to that question was, I was not pursuing it and that is what I set out to do.  I tell you, I think I found one.  Hello Kei!  Alas, because I have this cut in mind, I have managed to filter out girls in a room and look for a specific cut, if it's there my objective is to approach her and start some ish.  If the cut is not there, then I don't have to do ish, in fact I don't do anything with any women in that room, regardless of how hot, sexy, banging she might have been in my pre-cut (hmm, this sounds good, pre-cut) days.

This mindset comes without out it flaws, because some girls are hot in their own right, and some girls might want me, but I not will succumb, until I am successful.

But,

Since I am planning to give up all my vices: smoking, drinking alcohol and sex, yes sex.  For six month as from the 14th of January to the 14th of July.  My birthday is on the 15th of July and I am hopping to get back to my vices with a clear, cut, mind.  It will be tough, but being Buddhist and all, salvation is self inflicted.

Word. 

 
cut, girls, celibacy
#01
talking about being buddhist...i read somewhere that Maxi Jazz - faithless is/ was for sometime, the only known Buddhist rapper in the whole world.
#02
Hotness is subjective isn\'t it. So when you talk about finding yourself a hot chick within your \'cut\', you mean what you figure is a hot chick.
Cause thing is, you can find the most unattractive person hot. For various reasons, maybe their \'conversation\' makes you see them as extremely hot.
Maybe the way they walk, their hair, their whatever makes them hot in your eyes.

My point is that - you can never say that you have a type (which is what I\'m deducing is your definition of a cut - correct me if I\'m wrong). You were after models, now you are after ghetto girls, at some point you like snobs (I think) - its always different, sometimes it isn\'t different at all. Its just about a connection you may have with somebody surely.
WHether they fit into what you figure is your \'cut\' or not. Sometimes you get attracted to the most unlikely.

Like I found this security guard at my friend\'s place incredibly attractive. He was interested so I gave him a chance. Gave him my number - but he lacks charm and that\'s what made me lose interest. Thought I\'d teach him some things - like don\'t send me please call me if you are trying to court me. But it just didn\'t work. And he still wondered why I suddenly wasn\'t giving him any attention.

Charm...that\'s what does it. That\'s what its all about from both ends.
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  • 08h32, Fri 12th
    Jan 2007
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So does that mean beating the salami too? HAHA! You setting yourself up for some heavy blue balls guy. They gonna be hanging by your knees by the time you cum back. I feel sorry for the poor girl who gets it first. HAHA!

But good luck man, its a very admirable thing to do!
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  • Suavé
  • 09h36, Fri 12th
    Jan 2007
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haha!i though you were either going sm- and starting to find the cuts of meat alluring-or fantasising about being a dentist,hahahahahahha,
hahahahahahhaa!
or going into fashion design...
hope you find your cut!
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  • 18h59, Wed 17th
    Jan 2007
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